Katie is still doing remarkably well. We feel very blessed. We know there will be hard days ahead, but we are glad it is not today. At the Phoenix clinic, when the children are getting their chemo treatments, they and their parents go to the "treatment area". Each family is given a very small space with two chairs and an IV pump. There are no walls, the families are merely separated by curtains. So, imagine a very long hallway, and on both sides of the hallway are children and their parents, the children are all bald and hooked up to IV pumps. As you walk down this long hallway, you get a glimpse of each family as you pass by (the curtains are never completely closed). Yesterday, I became very aware of the number of seriously ill children there. I (twice) felt a panic rise up within me, knowing that not all of these children will live. I couldn't help but wonder...Will it be their child that dies - or will it be mine. It is in the hands of God.
"Now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the son of God, that ye must build your foundation, that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds,...it shall have no power over you" (Helaman 5:12). "The rock of our Redeemer is the sure foundation in life, the one that will never falter or fail. When all else falls apart, when sore troubles come upon us, when we feel buffeted by the burdens and difficulties of life, our Savior is there sustaining us in our trials, comforting us in our heartaches, and strengthening us in our weak moments." (Lloyd D. Newell and Robert L. Millet, When Ye Shall Receive These Things, 308)
I hope you don't mind but I wrote a short blog about Katie and linked it to your blog. Even though I don't know you or Katie your family is in my prayers. I have a two year old as well and I don't think I would be as strong as you.
ReplyDeleteI read your post last night before bed and I was moved to tears at the vision you were able to paint in my mind. Last night my prayers went to all the families that were at the hospital with you on Thursday and everyday after. I cannot imagine the fear you feel every time you walk down that hall. It is comforting to know that God is in control and the power of prayer is on your side.
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Your strength is incredible. Through your description, I too could visualize that hallway- my heart breaks for anyone who has to watch a child suffer. It was such a blessing to see you guys tonight and to hear Katie laugh. Thank you so much for sharing these experiences- it makes me appreciate the little things in my own children.
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